Love Never Lazt

I wish I could have gotten to know you. I had soo many things to ask you. But I didn’t know I had so little time. I remember being little and you came down once. Then I never saw you tell over the summer. I wasn’t very happy to see you. But you tried so hard. I was wanting to flirt with the boys you brought. When I should have been trying to get to know you. I’m sorry. As I sit in my bed and write this I think about everything I could have changed. I think about what if I wasn’t short with you when you talked to me. What if I asked my questions. But now I will wait just like everyone else who has questions for my grandfather. It was a hello goodbye for now. See you when it’s time. R.I.P grandfather Greg

Just want to hind and throw up. The fact the every time I see your fb profile pic I want to throw up.. I miss you.. I love you

You say your her big brother but yet you don’t pick up the phone when she calls you. You don’t text her back when she text you. I’m sorry but that’s not what a big brother would do. He would drop everything to pick up the phone. He would not just text her back but call and make sure he doesn’t need to hurt someone. You suck ass at being a big brother. Because all you care about if you new girl.

Every time I close my eyes your there.. Your there telling me that you could have kissed her.. Yes we are no longer dating but that has made me truly believe with all my heart that there is no such thing as true love.. Best part is now my parents might be splitting up because I can’t stop thinking about you and use the wrong card. And my dad might start smoking back up. My mom will leave us if that happens.

I wish that you would talk to me..

No one likes her..

I blame myself everyday..

If somthing happens to you im going to blame myself even more..

your bestfriend she is scared your new girl is taking you back to your old ways..

Im sorry i didnt stick through it..

I want to redo it..

but i cant..

i failed.. </3

You said your willing to work on it
If you are willing you shouldn’t blow me off
I cared about you more that you cared about me
I was working on it

You said god first then family then friends then me
You said you wanted this to work more than a month
But yet you will not change one thing

She had only known you for a week
You talked to her more than me
On our one month you were texting her
I wasn’t going to say anything

That same day you said if we don’t work
You would date her that hurt
Then we had planed on going to the parade
I asked if you would come back to my house
You said no you were going to see her

That was a slap across my face
But I still cared about you
Then you tell me that night you could have kissed her
But you didn’t I cried my self to sleep that night

I felt you pushing away
I put everything I could in us
I would fight to come see you for just a few hours
I put school on hold to just be able to hear your voice
I cared for you more than anything

All I got from you was my mascara running down my face
But I still worked on it
Then I called you after school to talk to you like I do everyday
You had to go so you texted me
I asked what your doing

Your were with your best friend getting his girl
Then you told me after you got his girl you’re going to her house to hang out
I said we needed to talk before you go
You said I am already here

You still wouldn’t just call me to talk
I just wanted to tell you how I felt
But I didn’t matter as much as she did
So I had to make the hardest decision ever
I had to say goodbye to the one I loved and cared for
A few days after I found out you are now dating her
I cried so hard but I still care and love you

I miss you.. I will be with my friends or my family and think if only you were with me.. I miss you.. I need that person I can talk to about anything.. I have them but you got me on another level.. I thought I wouldn’t still be hurting but I do.. I’m hiding it as much as I can from you.. I put on a smile around you.. But inside I’m crying and hurt like crazy.. I miss you

Still cry for you. It’s been weeks from when I broke up with you but it hurts more everyday

do you ever have that feeling like you lost something great and you know there is no way of getting it back?? yeah thats how i have felt this hole week. i let the one person that got me the most go.. just because he put someone before me.. but now he is with her and not me.. i have to live with knowing that i might have walked out on my solemate.. that kills me.. i thought breaking up with him would help me not to cry my self to sleep but it dont..